inspire yourself
I sit and think of lost friends.
Feelings of regret.
Things I want to undo.
Memories I want back.
Hours and hours on the past,
Negative thoughts.
How my actions have put me in shit places
Who I want back in my life
What would’ve happened if…
But what about now?
I have a grand life.
Those choices brought me to different friends,
Different challenges.
I’ve had to look at myself and change.
I feel I may have gotten further in the process
Other times I’ve gone back.
I may be a better person
I may be a bitch
I may have less friends
But I also have true ones.
What is happening now?
I will commit
I will commit to the task I have to do
Or try my hardest
Life has brought me so far
Hardships determine the strength of a person
If you give up you are weak.
I do not know weak people.
Strong people face the horror,
Face the pain,
Face the suffering.
And after you have felt each emotion
Let it be left in your heart of hearts.
Let it remain a memory forever.
But fill your senses with the life around you,
Natures beauty,
People’s kindness,
Your inner strength,
And be revived!
Let your heart breathe easy
Lay in your own being
Explore what makes you happy
Sad,
Angry,
Excited,
Peaceful,
Astonished.
You are an amazing person.
Realize that.
See everything you have done for others
Big or small,
And be satisfied.
